it scares me..therefore..repenting n changing..

     Yes my GPA scares the hell out of me. n i shall change myself...

          i always tink tt there was sumting missg in my life..i tout it was sum1 special... tts y i broke up alot... but nw then i realize...it wasnt my rship...it wasnt me..n it wasnt them...it was d feeling tt i lost...the feeling tt  i neglect...the feeling of stress n hardwerk... for 1 1/2 yrs i neglected my studies..nt doing my best... n still i pass... just wonder wad if i had study... at least a B?? or B+...better still maeb even A... haisho...i just threw evriting away..i myself dun even noe y...nw i just nid to strive..even if it means spending less tym wif him... i hav to stick to my plan..

      its either i catch the last plane...or miss it forever... pick an option...definitely the 1st one...