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Seriously evrieone..i tink the whole werld noes tt izzah is my bestfren..

but theres this 3 gals who r special to me.. fyza, syiqa n sammie..

we went tru alot in sec sch.. understand each other.. but distance n new ppl n commitment pull us apart..

during our 1st yr.. the other 3 has new clicks.. i was d only one hu stayed.. i tried to bring all of them together.. to go out.. but they were bz..n i understand tt they have new commitments..

soon as my effort was lyk gg down the drain.. i dcided to move on.. but i only move on wif 1 person..izzah.. shes lyk the one whom i owaes meet go out wif..spend all my tyme wif her.. but i still talk to the others..casually meet wen ders lyk special occasions..which is rare.. soon i really gave up ..but i still have them in my mind n in my heart...

wif the probs that i face the past 2 yrs... i cudnt get them involved..not wif the kind of company tt im with..

now i have leave tt life n i wish to bring us back together..but it is so0o dificult.. cos they say yes n suddenly they just cant..

i wont give up..ill try again.. even if it hurts me.. or even if it makes me cry evry nite... the value of the frenship is bigger than aniting..

but i noe izzah understand..n she noes tt we wont be separated no matter wad.. cos our frenship is engraved in our heart..

n i wish for the four of us to b together again as sottb..