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Hmm.. Where should i begin.. I guess you really don't know how i feel about you.. How i have change for you.. How deeply am i in love towards you.. All this time our love is just a fake?? Those years spent were just a play make up by our feelings..?? I really don't know what to feel or what to say now just have to go through depression mode for awhile..

I really really do care for you.. Do concern for you.. But whats the point when you yourself don't even bother about me.. Don't even care about me.. As if i don't exist.. If only i can show you how my heart shape right now.. The pain i go through every night.. The tears that keep on flowing every night.. The feeling of being not love..

Who do i cry out.. Who do i seek to share my pain.. My agony.. My miserable life with.. If its not for you.. But what are you doing now.. Falling for your ex... Isn't falling for your ex will make you love him in the end..?? I really don't understand you.. What do u seek..?? What do u want to gain..?? What do you accomplish by doing this to me & yourself..?? Do you feel happy treating me this way..?? Do you feel happy by doing all those things towards me..?? Do you..??

You met your ex.. When i was still in love with you.. When you still treat me like we are together.. Why.. Why couldnt you just tell me that you have found someone to make you happy.. To make you smile.. To make you laugh.. Where do i go from here.. I am really lost without you.. All i can do now is cry out my pain.. My suffering in this blog.. In this webpage..

All this time.. I keep questioning myself.. Do you really love me in the first place..?? Do you really cherish me in the first place..?? Shouldn't love be forgiving & accepting one another even though we have done shit or treat each other like hell.. Shouldn't love be beautiful rather then sadness.. Pain & suffering.. Im lonely.. Very lonely without you..

I guess thats all i can say for now cause the story is very long..



This copy pasted post make me wonder... does karma really exist... n does it really happen tt fast.... or rather....things does repeat itself... histories repeat itself... either u r the victim still or the other person becomes the victim... the above post tt i have credited.. really reminded me of wad happen 2 yrs ago.. especially when the blogger wrote all this time our love is just fake?? to think of it..that was wad i said to my ex 2 yrs ago when he told me he likes his god-sister.. n i told him u cannt like someone when u love someone else n wen u start liking d person u will love d person... i guess wadeva i said to my ex 2 yrs ago is the same as wadeva tis blogger is saying... i guess things does happen...



as for me..nw currently werking..but prolly changing job...haiz... nt sure yet..

love life... still suuckz..hahahahah im a 'love-maker' but i am not a 'love-lover'..

hahha....


will update again soon...