i wish

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8Hgp150Eno&feature=related

was listening to this..
then it strikes me...
what if??
i mean im really really close to him.. we cn even consider ourself as close frens.. as bestfren..

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


But all of this r just my side..i mean i really dunnoe bout him.. but he did show sum stuffs yest wen we wre at the libry... hehe..
tis 2 wks was great... i had 2 meets wif him..

1st was we watch budak pantai at esplanade concert hall...it was great..i had a gd time der especially tt it was wif him..
2nd was yest.. we went to the library cos i wanted to go..hahaa...
there was just those moments that we were so0o close tt i felt all squimish n excited inside..haha..
n wen i look at him..i just felt the happiness tt i feel wen im wif my family..the warmness of it..
i dunnoe..
even if the places tt we go r nt exactly the most exciting places.. but it just gives me a happy feeling n will owaes make me smile at the end of the dae...


i dunnoe if im in love wif him or isit one of my lust moment..
1 yr soon..tts the period of time that we noe each other...

i still rmember evry single conversation...the outings that we had which was nt romantic but still wass sweet n gave me goosebumps..positive goosebumps.. haha...

i feel like telling him..but im scared that it wil ruin everything or worst wad if he only treats me as a fren...
but then ...the way he is... oh god...i dunnoe...haiz...
5 jan gg to watch sherlock holmes wif him... 1st time movie wif him... hmm



niwaes..i still have alot of probs...financially n emotionally...


n i will owaes wish for all of this