Who are you???

I know i have not blogged for a long time..and i dont even know who reads my blog..or rather is there even anyone who reads my blog...

Anyways..its the new year...

but evryting is the same.. except that im a year older n tt im graduating soon..but i feel like i dun want to end school..i dunnoe i just love to be in sch..to be in a class.. MAeb my passion is for school.. haha.. i guess thats why i really want to teach..

Anyways... i udn tink i have found myself yet.. as in i still dunnoe who i am.. n tis has been gg on for a whole of 5 years..n maeb counting.. i dunnoe.... but what i noe..i hve to changed myself for the better...i hope....


Have u guys ever felt that u just hav no one to hav fun with.. cos all ur gfs have bf....n tt sumtymes to just have a guy bestfren is nt tt sufficient cos of unable to share sum stuff wif him...

i dunnoe... just that i feel really off tis few daes...haha...can u believe that sat nyte was spend wif sort of a stranger-a friend that i have never met... then bestfren hafiz picked me up from town to go to the clinic at cck..hhaha...

sun.. slept from sat nyte till sun afternn 3pm...woke up...called hidayat..den he asked me to help wash his car..but me being lazy didnt go..ended up he fetch me frm my area..talked den took a ride for no purpose to go to gmbak n sat under one of the void decks f0r 15 mins...den went to yew tee to find perfume.....

Wad the heck!!...i am alone... like seriously,, where have all my frens gone to...haha...i guess i have already eliminated a bulk of guy frens that i have... nvm..i can try to adapt to tis...hopefully..


sun-date.. turn out to be sweet even though it was unromantic still...we talked... n for the first time he hold my hands.. i could feel myself blushing..haha... i dunnoe...i mean..ppl may say that its just a small kid act... like amateur.. but i find it seet n the feeling is just...nearly perfect...hahah


Sumtymes i feel like we r together but sumtymes i feel that we r nt... which i still have no idea of what we r...

but i wish he knew how i feel wen im around hime..sutmymes i just wish that he noes bout tis blog... n that i have the courage to tell him hw i feel...

niwaes..adios amigos....sayonara...chow...adieu...au revoir.. chai chian..

will try to update soon..